Wednesday, February 4, 2009
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when you're lonely,
with no one familiar,
no one to welcome you,
no one to talk to,
they came to you,
talk to you,
be friends with you,
and committed themselves to this friendship with you.
YET,
when things started to change,
you turn your back on them,
back- stabbing them,
walk away from them,
betraying their trust in you,
thus breaking this friendship that you and them forged together.
i dunno how you can do all these,
yet you did and din take this into matters.
you dun feel guilty after what happens,
and wont repent on your own actions.
cuz of your foolish actions,
you cause them to be heart-broken,
and maybe nv to believe so much in friendships.
it would be all right if you apologise
or even tell the truth,
yet you din.
i can't believe what a person you are,
i tot you'll a good friend,
thus thinking tt they had make a really good friend,
yet cuz of what happened i regret what i tot of you.
they are my precious friends
but in different class
so we can't be together often,
yet we still hang around with each other.
though i can't be with them often,
i was really happy that they have a new friend,
i tot tt you will treat them well as they have treated you well,
like this verse goes:
love your neighbours as yourself - matthew 22: 39
BUT,
this verse really says it all wrong.
in chapel,
the topic's on relationship.
and while i hear the speaker share with us,
i can't help but think what went wrong.
they did nth bad to you,
yet you treated them this way.
the speaker talk bout the most important words from 2- 5
and at the 3 most impt word: you're forgiven.
this 3 words will help with relationships.
well, i believed that all these words will help
but still doubt the words:
you're forgiven.
i dun think tt they will be able to forgive you soon
for what you've done.
you really showed me the human's evil and black side.
i really dunno what to do.
what you've done
made her sad,
made her weak.
when she cried while hugging me,
i wish i can do sth for her,
yet im at a loss at what i can do.
at tt point i feel tt im really very useless,
as what others have always tease me:
IM DUMB.
all i can do is cry for her sake,
prayed to god.
wishing god will help her through her ordeals.
When she started to laugh and smile in front of me,
putting a front,
my heart really was overcoming with sadness.
whenever i see her this strong,
though her heart's struggling within her,
i really feel like breaking down and cry.
but, still i managed to stop and smile in front of her,
cheering her up with whatever i can do.
i really wish i can do sth for her and not be useless.
please please stopping hurting her anymore.
all i wanted is my friends' happiness
tt's all i wished for.
to all my friends,
cheer up.
love you.
RAINBOW*
