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Tuesday, February 10, 2009 Y

i cried too much ytd night.
cried till my eyes are puffy and very small.
and i look like a zombie.

RAINBOW*

Monday, February 9, 2009 Y

my mum bombarded me with a news that lead my world collapsing.

she said that in March, 27 i tink, she'll be undergoing an operation.
is an operation to remove her womb cuz she got a big tumor inside. she muz remove the tumor and check whether tt tumor izit good or bad and whether my mum have cancer or not. i was damn shock when i heard bout it. all the thoughts went into my mind and then i went to my room and cry. i mean what if, really what if, my mum suddenly have cancer. i mean how am i gonna live on my life happily?? she have to undergo many pains to cure cancer, tt's what i noe. im scared tt my mum will suddenly leave me, and i'll be alone with my father and brother. i realise tt i muz be very good to my parents when i still have the time to do so. i cannot stand the thought of my mum leaving me. everytime i think of tt or even see my mum, i feel like crying. i dun dare to cry in front of my mum. i have to ren my crys in front of her and act normally. i seriously can't do it. why can't my mum tell me this another timpe tt my mum will be like aft my CTs and not now. i can feel my heart breaking everytime i see my mum. my mum and dad is like so healthy yet both of them undergo operation before. i jux hoped tt my mum will be healthy aft the operation and will be with throughout the phases of my life and also let me have a chance to take care of her when she's old.

- tearing

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Thursday, February 5, 2009 Y

whatever wisdom may be, it is far off and most profound- who can discover it?
- Ecclesiastes 7:24

RAINBOW*

hey everyone,
im gonna try this 2moro k.
if i say vulgar words, please stop me by beating me once for each vulgar words. thanks man. im trying to stop it.

RAINBOW*

Wednesday, February 4, 2009 Y

when you're lonely,
with no one familiar,
no one to welcome you,
no one to talk to,
they came to you,
talk to you,
be friends with you,
and committed themselves to this friendship with you.

YET,
when things started to change,
you turn your back on them,
back- stabbing them,
walk away from them,
betraying their trust in you,
thus breaking this friendship that you and them forged together.

i dunno how you can do all these,
yet you did and din take this into matters.
you dun feel guilty after what happens,
and wont repent on your own actions.
cuz of your foolish actions,
you cause them to be heart-broken,
and maybe nv to believe so much in friendships.

it would be all right if you apologise
or even tell the truth,
yet you din.
i can't believe what a person you are,
i tot you'll a good friend,
thus thinking tt they had make a really good friend,
yet cuz of what happened i regret what i tot of you.

they are my precious friends
but in different class
so we can't be together often,
yet we still hang around with each other.
though i can't be with them often,
i was really happy that they have a new friend,
i tot tt you will treat them well as they have treated you well,
like this verse goes:
love your neighbours as yourself - matthew 22: 39
BUT,
this verse really says it all wrong.

in chapel,
the topic's on relationship.
and while i hear the speaker share with us,
i can't help but think what went wrong.
they did nth bad to you,
yet you treated them this way.
the speaker talk bout the most important words from 2- 5
and at the 3 most impt word: you're forgiven.
this 3 words will help with relationships.
well, i believed that all these words will help
but still doubt the words:
you're forgiven.
i dun think tt they will be able to forgive you soon
for what you've done.
you really showed me the human's evil and black side.

i really dunno what to do.
what you've done
made her sad,
made her weak.
when she cried while hugging me,
i wish i can do sth for her,
yet im at a loss at what i can do.
at tt point i feel tt im really very useless,
as what others have always tease me:
IM DUMB.
all i can do is cry for her sake,
prayed to god.
wishing god will help her through her ordeals.

When she started to laugh and smile in front of me,
putting a front,
my heart really was overcoming with sadness.
whenever i see her this strong,
though her heart's struggling within her,
i really feel like breaking down and cry.
but, still i managed to stop and smile in front of her,
cheering her up with whatever i can do.
i really wish i can do sth for her and not be useless.
please please stopping hurting her anymore.
all i wanted is my friends' happiness
tt's all i wished for.

to all my friends,
cheer up.
love you.

RAINBOW*

dear god,
im worried bout gracious.
she's my precious friend and she's going through lots of 'tidal waves' now.
please please help her god.
grant her courage and will to brave over all her problems, and remain happy.
i love her a lot and dun wan to see her hurt.
i want her to stay happy forever.
god please help her.
im willing to give up my life for my friends' happiness.
she's facing so much problems and yet i dunno how to help her except to cheer her up.
i feel so useless.
i really hope all things will be well again and she will be her happy self again.
i just want my friends to be happy for i really love them a lot.
please father lord, please please help her.
i sincerely pray to you, father lord,
AMEN

RAINBOW*

Monday, February 2, 2009 Y

i will speak ill of no man, and speak all the good i know of everybody.
- Benjamin Franklin

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