Monday, August 18, 2008
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hi! sorry i haven update so long. you noe my last post's bout the perf so im talking bout it now b4 talking bout others. last last wednesday we have a perf at MOE thingy . i normally very high but im totally stressed out as last week was my common test week, so im thinking more like worrying bout common test. other ppl can dun worry bout common tests but as im born with a stupid and slow brain, i worry bout it lots. we move all our guzheng stuffs down b4 eating our lunch in the canteen. i didn't have appetite so i ate jux oreo. all sec2 performing grp frenz were sitting at the round table. yingjia was sitting at my left and gracious at my right. ya... so i was sitting down there eating my oreo deep in thoughts, worrying, totally stressed out. very emotional. suddenly they talk bout steads thing then yingjia and gracious were arguing bout who is whose steads. im caught in between them, i stressed out until my brain gonna explode so i suddenly shouted very very loudly: ' can you all stop it!' i didn't mean it at all. then i burst out crying. of cuz only two lines of tears form on my face lah. dun dare cry so much. normally when they argue bout steads i will like jux burst out laughing but it's different now. then yeetin was like asking me if im stressed out i replied yes and stop crying. gracious and yingjia gave me hugs to comfort me which i really appreciated it. thx a lot. yaya. mrs wong purposely separate us when we wan to sit at the back of the bus so is like oni me n lydia sitting there. very lonely but still got lydia. emoing at the back, see the beautiful, NOT scenery outside. blahblah. we get there we faster arrange guzheng then going to the toilet cuz i wanna pee. almost everybody go and then is like the toilet damn high class. waaa. very comfortable. we practice for a while b4 waiting for ppl to come in then perf. while waiting we take some grp photos and then im having very bad stomachache... tink is cuz i last night drink my mum cook for me the tonic for my stomach. my mum poison me.AHH... then i hav to go on stage with my aching stomach. damn pain. ppl take photo.wai yee was beside me telling everybody to smile for the camera then snorted which makes us all laugh. yaya.. then during huan le ji xiang, ya, we shouted, very loudly, cannot believe the volume of it. anywaes we pack and leave, still stomach pain. dun care continue with the moving of things to the buses. ya. at least we help with the guzheng b4 we 1st go back the others in small bus have to stay back pack stuff b4 leaving. as we all sit big bus except for some seniors and all helpers, we go 1st. dunnid help so much. haha. ya so back in the bus. mrs wong was telling us bout her and husband... the Singaporean spirit in them so strong man... canot believe they actually did all those stuffs. anywaes i was like talking to lydia. she told me she kena slapped by mother this morning, i damn shocked. then i tried to change topic cuz dun wan her to feel so angry so i asked her seriously: ' lydia, are you a bunk?' she didn't reply. i asked again, then she reply i dunno. u tink im a bunk then i am, if you tink im not a bunk them im not. she gif me this ans i spaced out. i was like got this kind of ans meh. then she feeling tired so i lend her my shoulders to rest her head. how come so many ppl like my shoulders harh? tt's another topic i will discuss with you latr. ya, so i also very very tired, somemore stomach pain so i rest on her shoulders also. haha. gracious say we very lovey dovey. then lydia was like saying:' you jealous arh?' gracious reply:' ya, im jealous.' im like laughing there lah. ok, so aft reaching sch we move all things up then change to sch uniform ya then we go canteen, decided to go heartland mall to eat sth, didn't eat anything at all for me. we went canteen to wait for the others who's moving the chairs. ya, i in canteen with yeetin, yongle, lydia... i saw ruby then i go hug her then i tell her:' ruby i feel like crying' then i cried. ruby freaked out then is like she tell me not to cry the nask yeetin to take care of me cuz i suddenly cry scare her lots. ya , i stopped crying then go see the board trying to keep myself occupied. everybody go to drink stall, so i carry my kiddy bag, a bag that i love lots cuz make me look very kiddy, to the drink stall there eveybody there except for yingjia. then ruby was like telling yingjia to comfort me cuz i suddenly cry jux now. then yingjia tel me is best to cry, let it all out then i jux cry in front of everybody. i wanted to stop crying but yingjia was like saying cry it all out so i keep on crying lah.forgot to say, jasmine was there also. she and ruby make me laugh so i was like mix laughing and crying. everybody saw me cry even my seniors and yongle, lydia, jux ecerybody in the canteen see me cry... so embarrassing.. i cry until damn hard leh but i can cry harder of cuz won't cry in sch like tt lah. so, i stop crying, everybody including the sec2 performing grp was comforting me, so good to me. tt's when gracious come down and we go heartland mall. the rest jux see gracious blog and you'll noe what happened at hearland mall. by the way, tt day, i cried 4 times... haha...
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