EVER EVER AFTER

2009-06-17T22:47:00.002+08:00

YAY! SCHOOL HOLIDAY.
sorry a bit late.
WOOHOO. today went wyesyn's house and have movie plus hw marathon.
watched not another teen movie and sky high. funny leh...
AND...
i finished all my hw except CHINESE...
=)
im LOVING it!!
im having BOYS OVER FLOWERS craze.
i really love F4. so shuai.
wish i can go korea and see them, even from a far distance.
im so gonna buy BOF vcd. watch at home over and over again.
so real yet so unrealistic. haiz.
^^^^
my grandparents at my house. wake me up tis morning with a headache due to their quarrelling. some ppl might noe my family's prob, some not. and i dun wan to say, so BYE.

2009-05-15T22:58:00.003+08:00

I LOVE AMERICAN IDOL SEASON 8.
THE BEST SEASON EVER.

I LOVE ADAM LAMBERT!!!!!

ADAM LAMBERT ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-15T22:56:00.003+08:00

im so sorry tt i din blog for very long.
i shall update:
my SYF's over and we got GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!!! YAY!!!!
our symphony of praise concert is over. what a relief.
our common tests are all over which completely SUCKS!!!!
and now we're relaxing.
BTW, we are suppose to have camp but due to SWINE FLU we have to be in school.
i pity e pigs tt got dragged down by us.

2009-03-16T21:17:00.000+08:00

guzheng sucks nowadays... it gives me hell...
i lost hope in guzheng.......

2009-03-12T21:44:00.001+08:00

i saw all the tags on my blog and was touched... i almost cried... thx for all e supportive tags.... love all of you sooooooooo much. im really toched. all of you are sooo sweet.

2009-03-12T20:30:00.002+08:00

hi... my mum's operation is scheduled on Tuesday, 17 march. haiz... 17 march till 19 march she will be in hospital and i have to go visit her. but very busy during holidays, have guzheng everyday. holidays still have to go to sch everyday. might as well dun have holidays, go have lessons. haiz... today damn IDIOT oni at the back of the day during cca. my gramps are here to stay till mon night... tuesday, my mum go hospital... so lucky this time shorter. haha. so sadist me.

haiz... during holidays, im all on own. im alone. i have to settle e whole week on my own. settle my own breakfast, lunch and dinner by myself. have to settle all tuition thingy on my own. go everywhere on my own. go visit my mum on my own during my free time. so i have to juggle my time well. have to plan my holiday well. all my guzheng, tuition, outings, visiting hours, hw time etc blahblahblah.
haiz... i better start planning now... got a lot of stuff going on during e holidays.

2009-03-12T20:19:00.001+08:00

hi... sorry for updating now... really very busy aft common test...
er... anyway i dun tink i will update much...

2009-02-10T19:59:00.001+08:00

i cried too much ytd night.
cried till my eyes are puffy and very small.
and i look like a zombie.

2009-02-09T20:19:00.002+08:00

my mum bombarded me with a news that lead my world collapsing.

she said that in March, 27 i tink, she'll be undergoing an operation.
is an operation to remove her womb cuz she got a big tumor inside. she muz remove the tumor and check whether tt tumor izit good or bad and whether my mum have cancer or not. i was damn shock when i heard bout it. all the thoughts went into my mind and then i went to my room and cry. i mean what if, really what if, my mum suddenly have cancer. i mean how am i gonna live on my life happily?? she have to undergo many pains to cure cancer, tt's what i noe. im scared tt my mum will suddenly leave me, and i'll be alone with my father and brother. i realise tt i muz be very good to my parents when i still have the time to do so. i cannot stand the thought of my mum leaving me. everytime i think of tt or even see my mum, i feel like crying. i dun dare to cry in front of my mum. i have to ren my crys in front of her and act normally. i seriously can't do it. why can't my mum tell me this another timpe tt my mum will be like aft my CTs and not now. i can feel my heart breaking everytime i see my mum. my mum and dad is like so healthy yet both of them undergo operation before. i jux hoped tt my mum will be healthy aft the operation and will be with throughout the phases of my life and also let me have a chance to take care of her when she's old.

- tearing

2009-02-05T22:05:00.001+08:00

whatever wisdom may be, it is far off and most profound- who can discover it?
- Ecclesiastes 7:24

2009-02-05T21:35:00.001+08:00

hey everyone,
im gonna try this 2moro k.
if i say vulgar words, please stop me by beating me once for each vulgar words. thanks man. im trying to stop it.

2009-02-04T21:40:00.003+08:00

when you're lonely,
with no one familiar,
no one to welcome you,
no one to talk to,
they came to you,
talk to you,
be friends with you,
and committed themselves to this friendship with you.

YET,
when things started to change,
you turn your back on them,
back- stabbing them,
walk away from them,
betraying their trust in you,
thus breaking this friendship that you and them forged together.

i dunno how you can do all these,
yet you did and din take this into matters.
you dun feel guilty after what happens,
and wont repent on your own actions.
cuz of your foolish actions,
you cause them to be heart-broken,
and maybe nv to believe so much in friendships.

it would be all right if you apologise
or even tell the truth,
yet you din.
i can't believe what a person you are,
i tot you'll a good friend,
thus thinking tt they had make a really good friend,
yet cuz of what happened i regret what i tot of you.

they are my precious friends
but in different class
so we can't be together often,
yet we still hang around with each other.
though i can't be with them often,
i was really happy that they have a new friend,
i tot tt you will treat them well as they have treated you well,
like this verse goes:
love your neighbours as yourself - matthew 22: 39
BUT,
this verse really says it all wrong.

in chapel,
the topic's on relationship.
and while i hear the speaker share with us,
i can't help but think what went wrong.
they did nth bad to you,
yet you treated them this way.
the speaker talk bout the most important words from 2- 5
and at the 3 most impt word: you're forgiven.
this 3 words will help with relationships.
well, i believed that all these words will help
but still doubt the words:
you're forgiven.
i dun think tt they will be able to forgive you soon
for what you've done.
you really showed me the human's evil and black side.

i really dunno what to do.
what you've done
made her sad,
made her weak.
when she cried while hugging me,
i wish i can do sth for her,
yet im at a loss at what i can do.
at tt point i feel tt im really very useless,
as what others have always tease me:
IM DUMB.
all i can do is cry for her sake,
prayed to god.
wishing god will help her through her ordeals.

When she started to laugh and smile in front of me,
putting a front,
my heart really was overcoming with sadness.
whenever i see her this strong,
though her heart's struggling within her,
i really feel like breaking down and cry.
but, still i managed to stop and smile in front of her,
cheering her up with whatever i can do.
i really wish i can do sth for her and not be useless.
please please stopping hurting her anymore.
all i wanted is my friends' happiness
tt's all i wished for.

to all my friends,
cheer up.
love you.

2009-02-04T21:23:00.002+08:00

dear god,
im worried bout gracious.
she's my precious friend and she's going through lots of 'tidal waves' now.
please please help her god.
grant her courage and will to brave over all her problems, and remain happy.
i love her a lot and dun wan to see her hurt.
i want her to stay happy forever.
god please help her.
im willing to give up my life for my friends' happiness.
she's facing so much problems and yet i dunno how to help her except to cheer her up.
i feel so useless.
i really hope all things will be well again and she will be her happy self again.
i just want my friends to be happy for i really love them a lot.
please father lord, please please help her.
i sincerely pray to you, father lord,
AMEN

2009-02-02T20:47:00.001+08:00

i will speak ill of no man, and speak all the good i know of everybody.
- Benjamin Franklin

2009-02-02T20:33:00.002+08:00

OUR SCHOOL

MOTTO: LOOK UP, LIFT UP!
MISSION: TO NURTURE EVERY PL-LITE INTO A WHOLE PERSON WHO LIVES IN FAVOUR WITH GOD AND MAN.
VISION: AN OUTSTANDING SCHOOL PRODUCING WOMEN OF FINE CHARACTER WITH A PASSION FOR LIFE AND LEARNING.

2009-02-02T20:27:00.002+08:00

OUR NATIONAL PLEDGE

We, the citizen of Singapore, pledge ourselves as one united people, regardless of race, language and religion, to build a democratic society, based on justice and equality, so as to achieve happiness, prosperity and progress for our nation.

2009-02-02T19:42:00.009+08:00

these are the photos at bollywood veoggies from last year.
sorry late ar, i like to be different from others. =P

2009-02-02T19:21:00.001+08:00

on sat, i went AMK hub with my parents and i saw a guy wearing a belt that says infront :
F___!
funny ar.

2009-02-02T19:18:00.002+08:00

HI! ytd's 人日! so it's everyone's birthday.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!

2009-01-23T23:00:00.000+08:00

WYESYN'S SCARED OF YONGLE!!!!

HAHA

2009-01-12T23:09:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA!!!! 2moro no sch!! Mrs lee dedicated 2mro as a sch holiday. YaY!! so happy! we were in the class, singing praises and screaming. haha. DL was like very pekchek cuz 2mro everybody have holiday he no off day. haha. so poor thing. anyway, im sooo gonna ebjoy 2mro. haha.
oh ya. can 3A1 ppl please help with the notice board?!!!

2009-01-12T22:43:00.001+08:00

today's ijimae's so touching. i was crying for the whole episode.

2009-01-09T22:35:00.001+08:00

im watching ijimae again... so damn cool... im sooooooo loving it.......

2009-01-09T21:32:00.002+08:00

today was a fun but pissy day.
it was fun cuz aft a very studying day, we went for lunch.at lunch i ate: a bowl of curry noodles, a plate of beehoon with three nuggets which i share with vivian but she din eat much, a bottle of green tea and also some pocky chocolate sticks. very very full yet very very satisfactory. haha. is like my previous life was a hungry ghost, who died of starvation, no is died of eating too much, too full too bloated. haha. anyway, during lunch we testy each other qian bian questions and was frreezing cold by them. i admit tt im quite slow and stupid for gracious and ruby can ans almost all the questions. [ hey im praising you two. ] haiz. i guess im really in boilng hot water. =( anway, aft gracious, vivian and meixi left for chem, we are supposed to hav bio but miss deepa said is cancelled we were in the canteen well sending songs and SINGING songs, mostly is i sing one lah me and iris were like SUPER high. we keep on laughing and laughing when everybody come down le we still laughing. is i started laughing for no reason 1st. then she started laughing. she said tt my laughter damn contagious. thx iris for the compliment =D anyway aft lunch, we have house meeting so i went with yingjia, gracious and vivian. btw, DODSWORTH is at assembly ground. so we went there. we were SUPER HIGH there for we keep laughing and laughing. we were like SUPER CRAZY there. i shall be selfish and dun tell you what we were laughing bout SUPER FUNNY!!!! and then aft all the registering of all events and collecting house funds, we went to cheer lah. me and gracious were called by miss seah to go hold the projector screen. the projector screen was really heavy and strong. vivian you can really sit on it and fly man just like Aladdin. HAHA. oh ya when we were in front holding the screen and cheering, we saw a sec1 from 1-4 who hav mental prob ( is from our primary sch. last year also got come sports day and she's damn AA) she was like waving her hands in the air like gorilla and cheering at the samne time. im positive sure tt b4 tt when miss intan ask us qns, she was the one who's enthu and saif YES. haha. she's damn funny. SUCH A FUNNY DAY!
oh ya aft house meeting, we hav guzheng which sucks as he came early and scolded everybody when we din even hav keys. he damn un reasonable also, nv see our situation in the pt of our view. DAMN PEKCHEK. not oni tt he was SUPER lame, telling stupid "jokes" which was not funny as the main characters are like us. LAME! =.=
anyway, aft guzheng, we got a long briefing tt obstructed me of going home to pee. i was sooo edgy cuz of my bladder. b4 tt have a damn cool daji song played by the sec2 but it made me wanna pee even more. anyway, aft the briefing we can go le. i lost my watch at tt time. and guess who took it: YONGLE! ( you shld be grateful tt your name's soooooooo big =P ) but, things will not soooo simple as you look at it. she collaborated with gracious to hide my $ 100+ swatch watch. they keep hiding then put in my bag. is not like im slow and stupid until really cannot noe tt sth's very very fishy even got tt stench. i was soo damn pissed. they make me edgy cuz of tt. i was damn damn pissed. i decided to cool down by singing songs instead sooooo i sing sing sing. Baoying wan me to stop singing so i purposely sing even louder for her. see if you dare pissed me off. oh ya baoying, you pissed me off again, i tell you i will drive you crazy up to the wall where you bang your head there and died due to craziness. PHEW! tt was so nice to vent my anger on. anyway, it really was no use the singing. i hav already cooled off when yongle go and invoke me and i just scream at her but she already walk off. -.- anyway, i cooled down again and said bye to gracious. yingjia was like asking me : what did they do? touch you?! and then i burst out laughing. yingjia really's funny sometimes. haha. then i told her while we walk home tt im sooo gonna kill yongle. i mean not really kill lah. even if i wan to kill i wan kill somebody else than her and i dun mind getting in jail or hanged aft killing tt somebody. im soo gonna mess her hair, poke her infinity times, bully her so many times and also scream my head off at her. and yingjia said this back to me: yongle will just laugh at you. =.= i just stone there and really i admit, ya she will just laugh at me for nobody ever take me seriously b4. and i will just laugh at myself for being such a clown. and i bet with you, i will dun even rmb to do the above things to yongle.
im well- known for my bad memory, stupidness, slowness, clumsyness, carelessness, cheerful self. always laughing and making other ppl laugh. haiz.... i bet everyone will add on to my weaknesses, as my weakness are so damn obvious than my strengths. haiz... my life's are full of ups and downs. and i noticed sth, everybody like to bully me. im really very nice to bully tt all i can say of my self. i hav nv shown how very very very very angry i was to my friends and to whoever tt noes me. i always cool down aft a while. and tt a while is super short. just a few mins. haiz. what a life i have.

2009-01-08T22:06:00.000+08:00

hahahahahaa.... im watching ijimae... is damn cool...

2009-01-08T21:03:00.007+08:00

hi,
i still rmb the time tt i have my 1st guzheng camp at a really very remote place. creepy... i also have the photos from back then. i decided to share it with you. just a few pics. enjoy.

hahahaahahha.... i shared with you all the pics. guess who is who lah. lazy tell you. but some very very obvious. obviously, im not in the pics for im busy taking pics, behind the scenes. hahahaaha. anyway, i really enjoyed tt time for we told ghost stories at night and din even slp much. haha. anyway, i was the last to slp for last night as everybody went to slp aft the long hours of ghost stories at night until very late at night. very very late. i help everyone with their blankets, for they were all asleep, b4 climbing back to bed when i saw a figure walk past the window. i was positive sure tt no one's awake except for me. and tt figure is somehow black and white. super creepy. i din tell anyone bout this, bad of me huh. anyway, i really enjoyed the camp a lot. thx everyone at the camp.

2009-01-07T20:34:00.001+08:00

is actually...
1ST THREE DAYS OF SCHOOL SUCKS!!!!

2009-01-02T21:06:00.000+08:00

1ST DAY OF SCHOOL SUCKS!!!!

2008-12-27T23:51:00.002+08:00

today is my parent's 25th wedding aniversary so we went to RED HOUSE( dunno whether izit this name) to eat. eat a lot of nice seafood. chilli crab. super full. haha. then went shopping. haha.
anyway today before going out, i tink im quite sot. IM ADMITTING TT IM CRANKY, SOT. ok. ya SUPER HIGH. duno why.
sorry gracious and yongle for my CRANKINESS, SOT-NESS AND HIGH-NESS.
gtg slp, cya 2mro.

2008-12-25T23:44:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!! `~`

HOHOHO!!!! <3

2008-12-22T21:37:00.001+08:00

i super pekchek. got scolded by my mum. dunno why im always soo guai in front of her. i want to have freedom!!!!

2008-12-22T21:30:00.002+08:00

hi. very very sorry didn't update blog for very long since a lot of things happened the past few days.
today cut my hair and in a bad mood since i had stomachache for the whole day that includes diarrhea. haiz. always get stomachache. im watching little nyonya. cya.

2008-11-27T17:27:00.002+08:00

during exam jux now, although my heart never beat very very fast, but i tink i play very very badly. my hands were like shaking very very badly. haiz... but aft the exam i feel very very relieved. waaa... like a stone in my heart was taken away.

2008-11-27T14:38:00.001+08:00

AHHHH!!!! IM HAVING A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN NOW!!!!
ONE MORE HOUR TILL GUZHENG EXAM TEAR ME APART!!!!

2008-11-25T21:39:00.001+08:00

i did a "get to know yourself better" quiz which gracious asked me to do. is quite true lah. see if you agree with me.
Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

2008-11-25T21:11:00.002+08:00

this is what my horoscope for Libra say today:
Sometimes you can appear more easygoing than you actually feel. Today, however, you are likely to just push others away if you need time by yourself. It's not that you are antisocial; it's just that you aren't interested in putting up a fake front for the sake of making someone else feel good. Don't try to justify your actions; just be true to yourself while remaining kind to everyone else.
it makes me wonder: am i like this today????

2008-11-24T21:31:00.002+08:00

today actually happened a serious incident.

my dad brought me out to eat lunch, a very late lunch since we went to eat at 3.30pm since i ate brunch at 11am. my lunch turned out to be my dinner since my mum's not cooking so im all alone from 5 till late at night. after we eat finish lunch/dinner, we are about to leave when my dad lost his car keys. so i went to help him find. then suddenly an uncle ask in chinese,

uncle: are you finding a set of keys?

me: Mmmm(yes)

uncle: car keys?

me: Mmmm( yes)

uncle: toyota?

me: Mmmm( yes)

then he gif me my dad's car keys. i say many thanks to him. then he ask again,

uncle: you so young can drive car meh??

me: no, is my dad's.

then i thank him a lot before going home. haiz... suay... oh... one more thing...

i saw baoying's mum so i quickly bow down my head toaviod seeing her and her seeing me...

haiz... SUPER suay...

2008-11-24T21:10:00.003+08:00

hi... kinda bored... so i decided to blog... im all alone at home since my parents went to eat dinner organised by my dad's company... haiz... sian... all alone... im crying like siao today... i watched the Ten Brothers on channel 8 at 7pm, dance competition held in taiwan on channel u at 8pm and bu fan de ai ( by my side) on channel 8 at 9pm and i cry like siao... the three shows all very touching... i cry a lot man... last episode of bufan de ai is soooo touching... im like crying thru the whole show...
i wonder why i have so much tears? crying at all sad scenes in all shows... laughing till tears come out...
i wonder why..........

2008-11-20T23:00:00.002+08:00

hahahaaha... i think my previous post was the best among all the others. BEST!! hahahahaha!!! im so happy for the 1st time for my post i write the most not crappiest but very philosophical, sentimental one. hahahaha! don't you agree??

hahahahaha!!!!! im praising myself~~~~

2008-11-20T22:11:00.004+08:00

this post is dedicated to everybody who noe me especially wyesyn who's leaving PL for another sch. leaving this sheltering walls of PL to a totally foreign school.
THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIENDS!!

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。

2008-11-20T21:58:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!! i jux went to yingjia's blog and read her newest post which makes me remember today what happened! is such a funny day even though ther's guzheng. it's a very memorable day all thanks to yingjia. haha. cannot be so selfish gif credits to yingjia oni. thank you everybody for today except for a t_____ .

2008-11-20T21:57:00.002+08:00

ok... seriously... what am i thinking... all my previous posts are like CRAP!!!! my brain went sot liao... please pardon my CRAPness...

2008-11-20T21:53:00.002+08:00

a lot of ppl are watching PI LI MIT!!!! my idol inside!!! ARRON!!!! ok. cool down. im soo gonna wait until all the episodes come out then i watch all of it in 1 whole day. AHHH!!!! everybody's tempting me!!!!
PI LI MIT muz muz muz muz wait for me!!!! quickly come out so that i can WOW over you!!!! AHHHH!!!

2008-11-20T21:51:00.003+08:00

AHHH!!! i heard that hot shot is over that means i can watch all episodes continuously without having to wait for it to come out. i will keep on dreaming about the show and will get all edgy jux to wait for the next episode. so it's much better that i watch all hot shot episodes altogether then i dun nid wait for them come out.

HOT SHOT WAIT FOR ME!!!!

2008-11-20T21:43:00.002+08:00

OMG!! i think ten brothers (十兄弟) are so DAMN cool. sorry a bit sudden har. but they really very cool. got such supernatural powers. if oni i have supernatural powers like psychic powers, won't it be cool. AHHH!!! im fantasing again. BUT. dun you think tt it's cool to have extraodinary powers and make you unique/special. i wish i can have the ability to see ghosts so that i can both help the ghost and their family. is like when you're lonely they will be beside you keeping you company. i wish i really have psychic powers for i really want to have such a nice ghostly friend.

P.S: im soo gonna watch ten brothers (十兄弟) finish.

2008-11-20T21:42:00.001+08:00

hmmmm... im thinking of changing my blogskin... this kinda old and so dull har... shall i or shall i not... hmmmm....

2008-11-20T21:41:00.001+08:00

ya indeed... today i talk like some idiot person with difficulty in speech like a very very short tongued person... everybody's like correcting my speech... haiz... told ya so.... haiz....

2008-11-20T21:39:00.002+08:00

hi... erm... dunno what to type now... no inspirations... wait i got i type k... wait ar... very fast one...

2008-11-18T23:01:00.002+08:00

hi... jux went to the dentist. i have to put on the bloody-hell retainer lah. freak hell. i put on the retainer right so damn uncomfortable lah. is like my tongue feel shorter feel so yucky. the doctor say i have to bear for the 1st few weeks for is very hard to adapt to it. so i have to put. he say tt this retainer will invloved with a lot of saliva and not to lose it. like who will take out the retainer in front of everybody and lose such a "valuable" THING. who will want it in the 1st place. i was like super damn pekcek lah. PEKCEK! i talk to my parents rite is like im a person who hav short tongue and have difficulties talking. WTF?! they were like laughing at me for my speech. i super damn pekcek. AHHHH! on thurs, i still have to go to sch and assist. WTH!! i muz talk no matter wad rite. then laoshi hear me talk sure laugh out loud. jux now gracious call me when i dun really feel like talking, she call me then no choice i have to talk rite, she laugh like hell lah. super pekcek. AHHHHHHH!!! i decided not to talk on thurs and jux talk using sign language. but i dun tink i have the resilence to not talk when all my friends are there. gracious say tt she's so gonna make me talk lah. DIE LE DIE LE!!!! everybody will laugh at my speech. oh man, i soooo hope tt thurs won't come for tt day will be nightmare for me.somebody rescue me from this nightmare!!!!

2008-11-18T21:53:00.002+08:00

sorry very sorry... blog dead for sooo long...
anyway... last last or last last last tues, me and yingjia jux went home aft guzheng then we went in the lift and saw a cat... that cat vey scary is like we went in and press the lift button to our storey then inside the lift the cat was like walking about... yingjia 1st went off and left me with the cat. then i was standing at one corner the cat follow me there so i shifted to another corner. it follwed me again. lucky my storey come liao. i quickly scram out. very lucky right.

2008-10-22T19:38:00.002+08:00

ytd... my birthday sucks... im hating my own birthday..

2008-10-22T19:02:00.000+08:00

YAY!
YTD"S MY BIRTHDAY!!

2008-10-20T20:22:00.002+08:00

lol... ytd funny man...
i so called celebrated my birthday with boey theng hiang... my cousin... which is 1 day younger than me... yet act so big in front of me... always bully me... anywaes... EVERYBODY bully me... even 2 year old cousin also... so sad... i was eating my cake when he use finger and poke my cake then eat... then poke again... poke poke poke poke... then lick the whole hand... aft seeing all these i dun feel like eating... no appetite... but still have to eat cuz ltr waste money... then my mum rushing me to eat finish to go home... so i no choice... quickly stuff the whole cake inside and go home... aft eating it... i feel like vomiting lor...
gtg... bye...

2008-10-19T21:05:00.003+08:00

SUPER SORRY!~
never update for very long!

2008-10-19T20:57:00.004+08:00

GRACIOUS praised me a lot these few days...
SHE ACTUALLY PRAISED ME! AHHH!!!! DAMN HAPPY!!!!
love you lots GRACIOUS!

2008-10-06T21:50:00.002+08:00

hello

2008-10-04T21:12:00.005+08:00

yay... EOYs over...
on tuesday...
on tt same day...
we: phuay phuay(vivian), iris, me go gracious hse to have movie marathon... watched Aquamarine, Ice Princess plus 30 days at night which we rented and watched without iris as she needed to go home and she dun dare to watch ( so 扫兴 rite?) nvm... we adopted the funny language used in the movie Aquamarine... super funny the movie... ohoh... 30 days at night was even worst.. we were laughing all the way thru the movie ( we haven't watched finish)... gracious laughed the loudest we told her that she super sadist... anywaes i laughed too... the gory pictures make me so WOW... I didn't noe i was tt brave... haha... i was WOWing the whole movie... but it's quite boring... oni liked the gory pictures of the victims... waaa... blood dripping down the throat... the vampires must cry out loud after they suck and killed their prey which is the innocent humans... hahaha...

2008-10-04T21:01:00.004+08:00

on wednesday.... is boring... did nth... but watch tv and play computer games... sian...
on thursday... went out with iris, vivian, gracious. see gracious blog for more info...
bye

2008-09-17T22:47:00.003+08:00

ok. 2day damn suay. have French during LIVE.the aesthetics can go library and have fun while we suffer under our teacher's clutches. Haiz... i really dun understand french... nvm.. let's start a fresh new day 2mro... see ya... will miss ya...

2008-09-17T18:40:00.004+08:00

hi... forgot to put this post...
Last friday, gracious praised me for the 1st time cuz i said some philosophical words...
probably the last time cuz im quite only a tiny bit WOLS (me myself agree with it) and not quite a good brain im having...
see ya... i won't be seeing you for a long time since its EOYs next week... mugging now for EOYs... so wait for me... i will be back in 2 weeks... on next next tues... byebye... miss you all a lot... see ya soon... i love all of you... muz wait for me... haha...

"im waiting for you, im waiting for you" lalalaala...

2008-09-12T22:22:00.008+08:00

hi... ytd... me, gracious, vivian, wye syn stayed back in class... we were acting very crazy... oh ya... gracious invite fiona come our class... juz nice... we were very very crazy there... then at night... me and fiona talk at msn... this is the following conversation...

fiona: what's wrong with you just now?!
chunhsin: nth wrong
fiona: a lot of things wrong!
fiona: you everyday like that ar?
chunhsin: not everyday like that crazy
chunhsin: but still quite crazy
chunhsin: haha
fiona: -_-
chunhsin: everybody like that crazy
fiona: no, only those 3 people, including you
chunhsin: no there are a lot of crazy ones also
chunhsin:haha... you jux happen to see us in a crazy mode
fiona:Haha!
fiona: ask you, what are you all doing just now?
fiona: siao lar
chunhsin: haha
fiona: and what's with the dare? super dumb
chunhsin: is their suggestion
fiona: WTH
chunhsin: haha...
fiona: very free huh!
chunhsin: erm... ok lah...
chunhsin: didn't mean to stay back so late...
fiona: then why you stay?
chunhsin: cuz of some hw thingy
fiona: oh
fiona: hahas
chunhsin: my frinds sing song nice har
fiona: not really
chunhsin: haha
fiona: you all are super werid
fiona: weird
chunhsin: haha...
chunhsin: not really
fiona: its truw
fiona: true
chunhsin: cuz we are special
chunhsin: very unique
fiona: no!
fiona: haha
chunhsin: yes...
chunhsin: unique
chunhsin: we go crazy together
fiona: NO
fiona: haha
fiona: born crazy you mean.?
chunhsin: no
chunhsin: anyway im not as crazy as my friends
fiona: haha
fiona: really meh
chunhsin: she high she go horny
fiona: who
chunhsin: vivian
chunhsin: everybody all agree
fiona: haha
fiona: she is kinda weird
chunhsin: yaya.. correct... (dun mean to offfend)
fiona: hahas
chunhsin: they high will always sing phantom of the opera song
fiona: OH MY!
chunhsin: opera version
fiona: That's worst
chunhsin: haha... that's what they are singing jux now
fiona: i didn;t bother to hear
fiona: i blocked their sound out
chunhsin: tt's good if you hear my friend sing you sure wan go toilet and pee
fiona: why
chunhsin: cuz is like operaish then sing until damn sharp
fiona: hahas!
chunhsin:er... izit funny
fiona: ?
chunhsin: neh mind
chunhsin: enjoy ur holi 2mro
fiona: hahas
fiona: yea
chunhsin: byebye goodnite sweet dreams
fiona: goodnight

2008-09-07T22:18:00.007+08:00

hi... im gonna tell wat happen during the last day of term3 though it's like 1week ago... last day of sch we had ACES day and teachers day... BUT... gracious's sick... super sad... but during ACES day... we have to dance an active dance which involves jumping... ya... so.. i damn suay... i stand beside wye syn and she tell me to be enthu... how to be enthu when the whole thing sucks and lame... ok... so stand beside her ... muz dance very good and be very very enthu... then... at the chorus of the song muz jump so actively.. but my energy like drained so dun really jump much... then wye syn was like you dun jump i pull you.. then i frighten... i faster jump jump... everytime tt part... i will keep jumping... jump until damn enthu... all energy drained out... jux jumping is soo tiring... anywaes... i like the teacher's day concert... is damn funny... was laughing the whole time... enjoyed myself lots... jux hoped that gracious's here... she will enjoy it as much as i do... haha... jux hope she's very very well... ok.. i wish all teachers including those i hate though quite late...

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!!!

and to everybody...

HAPPY SCHOOL HOLIDAY!!!!

2008-08-25T21:27:00.005+08:00

hi...
health week starting 2mro... whole lots of stuffs for us... yaya.. to learn the importance of being healthy... to make us be healthy... ya... i noe... we noe... i quite looking forward to it... cuz got no hw day... nice... love it man... er... weird right... im here praising bout it... hehe... anyways cuz this health week reaally very exciting... got a lot of interesting stuffs for us... not like last year.. dunno what they doing... is like got carnival for us... got no hw day for us... free fruits day for us... waaa... quite nice... anyways... mr koh say the speech bout this so funny... haha... ya... so a lot of things for us.. this week damn relaxing yet im very stressed up for EOY... haha... trying to relax... aaahhh...
ok... this is the schedule...
tuesday:
No Homework Day(Sleep by 11pm),

Health videos display (students’ work)

wednesday:

Health videos display (HPB)

Anti-smoking talk

Free-fruits Day

SFL Run

thursday:

Briefing on online Health Quiz

Book display at Staff Lounge at 10am

Sports Carnival
friday:

ACES Day

Teachers’ Day Celebration

okok... in noe that it's quite impossible to like all the activities... ya.. that's right i hate two of the activities... they are the run and ACES... dun wan exercise until i every part pain, dieing soon...
but still i like the thingy... haha... byebye.. look forward to my next post... haha... love you... muacks... haha...

2008-08-24T17:34:00.006+08:00

hi...
common tests are over and now end of year exams are coming...
super stressed...
just over with tests and now the final exams...
i cannot stand the pressure anymore...
my brain gonna burst...
all my brain juice are squeezed dry cause of the tests yet still have very important exam...
my brain cells died of all these tests and exams...
waaa....
this exam very important concern about my life and death which means streaming... yaya... that's right... super stressed...
everyone's expecting you to do well, of cause stressed lah...
i cannot stand the pressure...
volcanoes are gonna erupt inside me, earthquakes gonna shake my world, tsunami gonna wash away my world, hurricanes, cyclones, typhoon gonna turn my world upside down...
i wish these disasters help wash away my burdens but yet they destroyed me totally...
who can rescue me from hell now....

2008-08-18T21:22:00.009+08:00

hi! sorry i haven update so long. you noe my last post's bout the perf so im talking bout it now b4 talking bout others. last last wednesday we have a perf at MOE thingy . i normally very high but im totally stressed out as last week was my common test week, so im thinking more like worrying bout common test. other ppl can dun worry bout common tests but as im born with a stupid and slow brain, i worry bout it lots. we move all our guzheng stuffs down b4 eating our lunch in the canteen. i didn't have appetite so i ate jux oreo. all sec2 performing grp frenz were sitting at the round table. yingjia was sitting at my left and gracious at my right. ya... so i was sitting down there eating my oreo deep in thoughts, worrying, totally stressed out. very emotional. suddenly they talk bout steads thing then yingjia and gracious were arguing bout who is whose steads. im caught in between them, i stressed out until my brain gonna explode so i suddenly shouted very very loudly: ' can you all stop it!' i didn't mean it at all. then i burst out crying. of cuz only two lines of tears form on my face lah. dun dare cry so much. normally when they argue bout steads i will like jux burst out laughing but it's different now. then yeetin was like asking me if im stressed out i replied yes and stop crying. gracious and yingjia gave me hugs to comfort me which i really appreciated it. thx a lot. yaya. mrs wong purposely separate us when we wan to sit at the back of the bus so is like oni me n lydia sitting there. very lonely but still got lydia. emoing at the back, see the beautiful, NOT scenery outside. blahblah. we get there we faster arrange guzheng then going to the toilet cuz i wanna pee. almost everybody go and then is like the toilet damn high class. waaa. very comfortable. we practice for a while b4 waiting for ppl to come in then perf. while waiting we take some grp photos and then im having very bad stomachache... tink is cuz i last night drink my mum cook for me the tonic for my stomach. my mum poison me.AHH... then i hav to go on stage with my aching stomach. damn pain. ppl take photo.wai yee was beside me telling everybody to smile for the camera then snorted which makes us all laugh. yaya.. then during huan le ji xiang, ya, we shouted, very loudly, cannot believe the volume of it. anywaes we pack and leave, still stomach pain. dun care continue with the moving of things to the buses. ya. at least we help with the guzheng b4 we 1st go back the others in small bus have to stay back pack stuff b4 leaving. as we all sit big bus except for some seniors and all helpers, we go 1st. dunnid help so much. haha. ya so back in the bus. mrs wong was telling us bout her and husband... the Singaporean spirit in them so strong man... canot believe they actually did all those stuffs. anywaes i was like talking to lydia. she told me she kena slapped by mother this morning, i damn shocked. then i tried to change topic cuz dun wan her to feel so angry so i asked her seriously: ' lydia, are you a bunk?' she didn't reply. i asked again, then she reply i dunno. u tink im a bunk then i am, if you tink im not a bunk them im not. she gif me this ans i spaced out. i was like got this kind of ans meh. then she feeling tired so i lend her my shoulders to rest her head. how come so many ppl like my shoulders harh? tt's another topic i will discuss with you latr. ya, so i also very very tired, somemore stomach pain so i rest on her shoulders also. haha. gracious say we very lovey dovey. then lydia was like saying:' you jealous arh?' gracious reply:' ya, im jealous.' im like laughing there lah. ok, so aft reaching sch we move all things up then change to sch uniform ya then we go canteen, decided to go heartland mall to eat sth, didn't eat anything at all for me. we went canteen to wait for the others who's moving the chairs. ya, i in canteen with yeetin, yongle, lydia... i saw ruby then i go hug her then i tell her:' ruby i feel like crying' then i cried. ruby freaked out then is like she tell me not to cry the nask yeetin to take care of me cuz i suddenly cry scare her lots. ya , i stopped crying then go see the board trying to keep myself occupied. everybody go to drink stall, so i carry my kiddy bag, a bag that i love lots cuz make me look very kiddy, to the drink stall there eveybody there except for yingjia. then ruby was like telling yingjia to comfort me cuz i suddenly cry jux now. then yingjia tel me is best to cry, let it all out then i jux cry in front of everybody. i wanted to stop crying but yingjia was like saying cry it all out so i keep on crying lah.forgot to say, jasmine was there also. she and ruby make me laugh so i was like mix laughing and crying. everybody saw me cry even my seniors and yongle, lydia, jux ecerybody in the canteen see me cry... so embarrassing.. i cry until damn hard leh but i can cry harder of cuz won't cry in sch like tt lah. so, i stop crying, everybody including the sec2 performing grp was comforting me, so good to me. tt's when gracious come down and we go heartland mall. the rest jux see gracious blog and you'll noe what happened at hearland mall. by the way, tt day, i cried 4 times... haha...

2008-08-05T21:10:00.004+08:00

im so excited bout 2mro...
so NOT...
ya i am lah...
but i usually get high or pissed during performance...
and a lot of medical problems... like stomachache... headache... typical problems...
dunno why... so i 2moro bring a lot of things for my health and everything...
haha... in case i faint...
cuz the ballroom( performance place) is very stuffy , no ventilation,
lighting on us on stage very strong also... rehearsal that day i feel nauseous... even aft coming bak...
gonna faint like that jux that nv tell my friends... scared that they freaked out and worry bout moi...
lame... -.-
2moro got some performance: at suntec for MOE thingy... dunno what thing...
too blur and lazy to noe...
hav to leave class at 10 but got summary test... it clashes with the timing...
SO... aft test then muz rush to guzheng...
at 1s t not so early lor...
we monday got rehersal but muz practice somemore so we come earlier to practice...
for best results later...
too lazy to bother bout all those...
they say go then go...
i follow can liao...
2mro muz makeup... until nice nice
cuz government wad... muz present nice nice...
haiz... miss all lessons till 4+pm come bak...
i will miss all my steads and friends...
heck care lah... they ask me play then play lor... is not like i can rebel sch rite...
haiz... dunno 2mro will be like wad... so excited bout 2moro... sian...-.-lll
2moro's a sunny day with hopes risen high up the skies...

reactions

2008-08-05T20:55:00.004+08:00

LOL!!!!
is so damn funny lah...
the reactions of everybody hu saw my hair...
especially vivian...
during assembly... she come to me and yeetin to talk...
she 1st see yeetin then swept a glance at me then see surrounding...
then she see me again then eyes so big like goldfish...
haha...
then she laugh...
laugh so hard lah...
i see her reaction laugh with her...
today i very gigglish...
keep laughing...
maybe cuz of my hairstyle...
everybody say very ah beng...
like grass...
breaks my heart...
everybody laugh at my hairstyle...
even seniors laugh...
waaa... so sad...
but... i today still laugh a lot...
haha...

cutted moi hair

2008-08-04T21:15:00.004+08:00

OMG...
my mummy brought me to the hairdresser, a china guy got diploma one for hairdressing....
his own hair he style 1... is like punky type then short hair, at the bak long he go dye to red color...
waaaa...
help me cut from starting of this year cuz it's cheap:$5 oni...
he cut hair really fast n good... somemore near my house...
tt's why my whole family go there cut...
hahaha...
my mum tell him to cut new hairstyle for me
then he like nod his head then started making my hair wet and messy...
in the shop rite got music wad... all oldies songs... -.-
the guy go n sing n hum the song leh...
i kena shock...
he sing so funny lah...
i was ahmn chioing (secretly laughing) lah...
he saw me laughing then asked me in chinese: what you laughing...
i reply him bak in chinese: nth...
lol... is damn funny lah he sing...
he cut my hair is like damn weird lah
cuz my hair not so wet ever before...
he cut my hair the whole time i gif him weird looks lah...
I like damn screwed... closed my eyes for the whole time...
CUZ, I canot bear to leave with my hair...
is like same hairstyle for so long then nid change liao...
so sad... :(
haha...tt guy keep distracting me with my emoing for my hair with his singing n huming...
so i was like laughing all the way...
haha...
finish cutting hair...
the guy make my hair messy...
i see mirror...
i kena shock...
i didn't noe tt was ME!!!!
is like new hairstyle...
so WEIRD!!!!
2moro... everybody see me...
sure shocked... sure laugh at me cuz of my hair...
AHH!!!!
if u wanna noe how i look...
go sch seeee....
dun wan tell you now...
kk... jux tell you a bit...
i cut my fringe n my hair super short + thin...
AND...
my hair's spiky...

WELCOME!!!! KONICHIWA!!!! MOSHIMOSHI!!!!

2008-08-04T20:45:00.008+08:00

hi.... welcome to MOI blog...
where time stops and all you read are my thoughts...
muahahahaha...*evil laughter*
Of cuz, my posts will be damn silly...
or else...
why i named it as sotongnme...
chey...
dun tink far far away although i always tink very far...
hahahaha...
kk... STOP!!!!
whoeva come my blog muz respect my blog...
you bu shuang me then too bad u step on my blog is my territory so muz behave...
you dun wan then too bad pls get out b4 u asked for a beating from me!!!! >=(
FIGHT!!!!
hahahaha...
of cuz those who come my blog with no meanie thoughts...
love ya lots...
such kind souls... angels...
I officially announce my blog is here to bring everyone laughters...
thanks everybody who come to my blog...
love ya lots...